so when i get done with class we pray and do the belt ceremony like always. my prayer goes somthing like this

heavenly father, blessed mother my lord and savior jesus christ. thank you for giving me the health and talent to do this god given art. my lord it is a blessing to be a warrior under your name on this earth. lord please continue to bless us as we are YOUR warriors to save all those who are lost and forgotten. please lord tell my family and friends that i will be coming for them (meaning my lineage our lineage) 

right after i said that, tatang came right into my mind and said i will guide our family here to gods kingdom. I will save the soul, tatang is so devoted to god and to his roots he will direct them (my lineage and yours) to the direction of the light. even though tatang was laid to rest hes still working haha. hes the anchor of this family and hes the person that will be our light for our ancestors and us and our future. he’s watching us and he knows what i do, what WE do. and hes part of it. everynight we must pray for not only our family on this earth but those who have gone before us and who need our help. CRAZY!

i pushed so hard today babe for your family and tatang. tonight was my dedication to him. so just know when we do tribute and we save souls (my family and yours) your grandpa is right there. 

love you