SOUNDTRAKKK- Travie Mccoy-Lazarus

As I was traveling to Maui I had a seizure. GREEEAAAT right? well not so much. Anyways, even though I was not worried on the outside, believe me..I was raddled. But like any life death situation, even though my situation might not be at that caliber (knock on wood), GOD works in mysterious ways, it was truly a wake up call, sort of speak. Anyways, its been awhile since the last time I got teary eyed. As I was hugging Joyce this morning i made a tasteless joke that made me realize that Im not scared of DEATH, but afraid i wont be able to say goodbye to my wife, my mom, my brother, my family and my friends. Not so much of saying bye, but more of letting go till i see them again.  As I went longboarding today, the cruise was unreal. When my wheels were flowing against the pavement, I never realize how great it was just to breathe. Every step i took to kick myself forward, it appeared to me, to be greatful for who i am. “Life is the art of drawing without an eraser”, no regrets, and be carefree. Even though i was isolated in a neighborhood, it was amazing to release the stress in life for that one hour and all it took was a longboard, an ipod and headphones..and the thought of my other half’s companionship. :]